Unborn pages turn ...

How my heart stuck on my chest
as the red blood cells rushes
blushing my cheek when I grin
reading what you said in night's warm heat
oh boy, no one can invoke such titter

what it is in your devious smile
that makes you appear when I asleep
and strike 3 beats ahead of mine
when you came close to me

I felt your heart thump
when I had to leave
a gentle thud always heard
to sooth the shadow in your eyes
became my wish, to stay every time
adoring your secret vulnerability

sigh~
such a tough man you meant to be
yet 1001 ways you gave in
inconcealable emitting
to a visibly longing
stringing my heart to sing

yet beneath hush tears
I remain ambivalent
in your witness
sealing my kisses in

for that I abide,
to render relentless will of my
inevitably, remaining indefinite
heading stations to unknown myth
fated onwards... a long begone journey

Then I,
turned those sealed kisses
into silent echo
unspoken love notes
to our spaces in between
cast it away from gravity
with a spell of eternity
just as it should be