Darkness...

Inevitably it came

I was a child

sunk visibility 

cannot escape

first a mystery

then a haunting

devoured courage

it left me to an ocean

grip on to the drift wood 

the ocean of turbulent mass

I was left to find  my own voice

firs crying than waning subbing

it's impassive blackness terrifies

but no long longer devastating 

I have looked into vast darkness

and found softness in it's texture

tolerating misunderstood fear

remaining still to be discovered 

it's never been the sauce of fear

it became the surrogate blame

of consciousness we can't control

the real darkness we disown

for fear of facing the mirror

the soft velvety darkness

only sits silently entraps

the ripples of thoughts 

inexhaustible beauty

original existence

next to Light

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Dance ...

Angel - Fractal Art Digital Art by Jupiter Queen

Resting by my cheek
eyes following your elegant steps
watched as your swirls and turns in floaty dress
how you shine those red shoes to light lusciously
the air around you now blare with zest of life
I gaze and dream in illusive daze
how you've become the lover
entwined to timeless affair
to music and air

Sanctary

We all have secrets,

emotions and thoughts harboured within,

to some extend they may hardly be secrets...

for the etiquette of those watching eyes,

they let it be instead of telling you what they see.

I have no wish for my thoughts to be secrets...

only that I wish not to be exploited and tinted,

by what shadows over the interpreter's mind.

Sometimes spill a layer of mud over your sullen wishes,

and cackle when the light dampen by their own lost.

it is not that I want to keep secrets,

to my concern there is no secrets,

only lockets I place by my chest...

refusing anyone's unholy entry,

my untarnished sanctuary.

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Unspoken desire

It is in my blood

rushes through my skin

trying to reach you

shy

uneasily

trembling in me

in the way that love ignites

how it makes my senses come to life

run and break into million pieces of stars

in your eyes

once again I am a clumsy virtue

I don't know what all of this means 

only that I know it's power over me

it's in how your eyes casting over to me

the silence in your gaze that speaks loudly

I don't know how, how will I ever come to senses 

I rather bath in this drunken pool of unspoken desire

Gosh...

I guess a part of us always wanted something unobtainable,

and to certain extend I feel almost obligated to keep it unobtainable.

so I can indulge on the fact that it allows us to dream, to wish...

the expectant of the next moment and what will become of it.

Somehow I think there is a invisible dimension,

holding all that we can't grasp solid in life,

we play with those metaphorical beings

between wake and sleep,

between light and dark,

it's somewhere around the corner of our eyes,

the dimension where a oracle center herself

she gaze into what seems to be empty spaces

where the abstract patterns and shapes

are mathematical miseries to us...

and tell you what becomes...

I need to see my oracle ...

It's a frosty foggy day, it seems to have frozen my brain,

as I feel light headed and out on space when I walked in the house...

I guess that's how it feels when the brain melt in room temperature :D

Unborn pages turn ...

How my heart stuck on my chest
as the red blood cells rushes
blushing my cheek when I grin
reading what you said in night's warm heat
oh boy, no one can invoke such titter

what it is in your devious smile
that makes you appear when I asleep
and strike 3 beats ahead of mine
when you came close to me

I felt your heart thump
when I had to leave
a gentle thud always heard
to sooth the shadow in your eyes
became my wish, to stay every time
adoring your secret vulnerability

sigh~
such a tough man you meant to be
yet 1001 ways you gave in
inconcealable emitting
to a visibly longing
stringing my heart to sing

yet beneath hush tears
I remain ambivalent
in your witness
sealing my kisses in

for that I abide,
to render relentless will of my
inevitably, remaining indefinite
heading stations to unknown myth
fated onwards... a long begone journey

Then I,
turned those sealed kisses
into silent echo
unspoken love notes
to our spaces in between
cast it away from gravity
with a spell of eternity
just as it should be